arrivals hall...........

what an awesome, awesome day!

today, i went to visit the psychiatrist for my latest head check..... i was actually feeling really good and looking forward to catching up with him.

i went through how things in life were going great, day to day life was pretty good, work has been amazing, future happenings are pretty exciting too....

then he asked "so what did you want to do with your medication?" and i immediately stated "i wanna get off em!"

he agreed :-)

he said he didn't see the point in continuing when i was taking 1 tablet every second day anyhow, so my wish was granted!

yippeee!!!

so once again i am in this high head space like i was the day i got my teeth out of prison (braces).....

it's this weird surreal feeling like i've just arrived back in australia after being overseas for a few years.... so let's see how things appear in the future :-) given the dosage of what i was taking was on the weaker side, i shouldn't see any major side effects like i did when i was going up in dosage (big time)

i've had lots of experiences during the last 3 and a bit years whilst being on meds of some sort..... some good, some bad, but it's all just part of growing...

i've come out of the other side a much better unit - great friends, great family, great future prospects, great job, great opportunities, greatness all around

i'm in a position where i can be who i truly am, and be confident about it at the same time

i've had a few people drop off along the way, but that's not my problem, if people can't accept me for what my purpose is, i can't change that

and a few people have commented privately to me how happy they are to be seeing me so happy and having a great time with my life - at long last! :-)

all i can say is that i'm excited for the future, but don't want it to zooooommm right past my face, so i need to take a step back and make sure i enjoy each moment for what it's worth.

in addition to that, i've got something around my neck that means the world to me - it grounds me and keeps me safe and sane. i wouldn't swap it for anything, not ever (and no - it's not a noose LOL)

so i'll keep plodding along doing the best that i can and make things better for myself and those around me that mean lots and lots :-)

and as required i'll pop onto my bloggery thingo whatsit and tap the dance of the keyboard

go me! :-)